Dauda Dauda bhaga bhaga sa

Hey i am back after a long time.
Today i wana talk abt how this life ki bhagam bhag is getting to me.
From home to office, office to classes, classes to home.
Yeh hui weekdays ki kahani...
Weekends par classes, mock tests, main exams, functions, weddings, seminars,picnics,bank ka kaam,all things u cant do on weekdays and piled up for weekends,room saaf karo,movies jao.
Plus u have friends whom u haven't met for a long time.99% of my friends have been added to this list.Atleast 10% of them wana meet on weekends.
I just go on making a list of things i gotta do.
While i used to audit companies, i used to make a pending list and send it to the client daily.
I am planning to adopt the same practice in my daily life now.
Pending points as on....
Pretty soon i'll also have to start adding pending points like
1) Speak to mummy and pappa.
2) Call up sister at pune to ask if she's fine.
Probably the day is nearing.
And this is not the case only with me.
People all around the city are just running and running.
We have a marathon in our lives everyday.
Train,bus pakadni hai - bhago.
Whenever i stand in the queue at the bus-stop, i see people only running.
For the bus, for the train, rickshaw, taxi.And among all people running, if 1 person is walking slow, he gets pushed by each 1 behind him and finally after they r fedup of pushing, they give the final push and overtake.U just cant stroll when people are dying to get into the train.
I remember this song from Chachi 420 "Dauda dauda bhaga bhaga sa..."
Mumbai city never sleeps. It only runs.
There's a whole lot of people around me.Co-passengers, colleagues,friends, relatives,family, neighbours and not in any particular order.
But is bheed mein bhi tanhai hai.
Sounds poetic or hindi film songish.
But thats the truth.
There is no-one whom i can explain my inner-most feelings. I do share how i feel with my parents and few close friends.
But most of the times, they listen and start offering solutions.
Sometimes i dont need solutions, i just need a board where i can sound my feelings.
Just 1 patient ear.No arguments, no comforting, no pity,no happiness, no anger just plain listening.
But thats very difficult for any1 to do.Even for me.
As soon as you start hearing of a problem or a feeling, u immediately feel like offering some solution, some respite, some care.
But i do feel at times some1 should be there, in front of whom, u can just vent your emotions. Keeping them inside yourself is too bad. Pent-up feelings can cause problems.
But in this bhagam bhag where we hardly have any time to talk, who has the time to listen.
Hope to find such a person.
Anyway, too much of philosophy i guess.
Gotta get back to myself.
Bye to whoever reads this crap.
Tc.